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rent boy
01:29
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i don't like how you touched me when i didn't want it and we weren't together, i'd rather do anything else. and it's fucked up how you kissed me, and that little cluster of three little kisses was like three little barbs in my neck. I wanna go where no one can touch me, i wanns go where you aren't and will never be. you come home drunk and expect me to fuck, cause you make sure i don't go hungry. i'm not your fucking rent boy, i'd rather be anything else. I wanna go where no one can touch me, i wanns go where you aren't and will never be.
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hanging weird
02:08
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things are honestly fine. havent needed to keep you off my mind, you've made a home in there now and i like having you around. but there's a nagging need, and omission hanging weird around our heads. it surrounds you and me, at least i think it surrounds you. i don't wanna ruin it all by saying "i still love you, and yeah in that way". maybe you'd be bored by that confession and i couldn't blame you, but at least i'd be sure you didn't love me anymore than you let on.
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peach pit
02:05
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we could kiss for a long time and i wouldn't get bored
i hate the way my body is but not with yours
i wanna be light breathing on your window
i wanna be smoke hanging on your clothes
if could not exist except as a cloud or mist
i would choose that
i would lose my
leave it like a peach pit, honestly
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$100
00:59
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i hope you cut yourself shaving. i hope you bleed out, i hope that it gets infected and all of your skin falls off and you're left with your bones, fucking sad and alone, and when you call me upset i don't pick up the phone and you feel lonely. i know you're not stupid, i don't know why you do it. when we we're fucking it felt like a dream, why did you have to get so mean?
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i hate
01:40
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just forget about the money that you owe. do what you want, put it up your nose. if you gave me a ring i wouldn't know what to do with it. marry who you want, i don't give a shit. i could be what you wanted for a while, but you got tired. i tried to keep from laying down, but you're a child. your legs got bored of being tangled up with mine. i'll see you and your wife when you move here in the fall. marry who you like, i don't care at all.
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honey
02:49
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honey i'm slower than most, but i didnt mean to be a weight to try and make you match my pace. i've had my turn being a burden. i'm not that strong but i think i'd like to be someday.
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hotel
01:23
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do you still have the letters i sent you before we stopped talking for the second time? if you trashed them don't tell me, i want to believe you've got them stashed away somewhere. under your bed, or locked in your nightstand, or in a pile in the back of your closet. maybe you lost them when you moved out of your mom's house. if they're gone now i hope you remember some of the words. i'll look on the bright side. since i don't have the money for a hotel now when you come to visit. i'll sleep in my own bed, probably dreaming about you while you're in someone else's. and you wake up well-rested. i would have kept you up late. i know you don't like the morning.
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still
01:39
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you were all that i wanted but now we're together i just cant enjoy it. cause i've been had too many times in the past for me to get too comfortable. you were never the one to rough me up when i get careless, and i'm so thankful for that. thought you hung the moon, and thats still true, but now you pull the tides less than you used to. i still kiss you in the morning, but only cause i'm supposed to. is that the kind of thing you want to come home to? you were all that i wanted but now were together i just dont enjoy it.
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july 4th
04:09
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how many people have you said "i've never felt this before" to? how many times have you had this much love to fall into? i'm not looking for a way out, but if the house you are wants to collapse around, i wanna tunnel down. what do i have that you could use? i'll find my self and offer it to you. you shouldn't have to choose between my love and your life, between your hand in mind or a goodbye and a plane ride. i could be your wife, and i look so good in white but is that what you want? what do i have that you could use? i'll find my self and offer it to you. on the 4th of july with a crack and a spark, i jumped from the noise of a shot in the dark.
you said i need to quiet down, you're afraid when i'm around.
i am scared, and you are scared, and we drive home silently.
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goldbloom Halifax, Nova Scotia
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